Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Daily Quote

“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure… that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.” ~Veronica A. Shoffstall

Monday, May 17, 2010

Personal Note on diverse Perspectives. And confusion about where humanity is headed.

WARNING: Rambling ahead.


I’m not really sure why I’m still so surprised at some peoples unbelievable stupidity and immaturity but these same people always seem to be going about the world like they are Gandhi born from Einstein and wonder woman and I’m talking about grown-ass people here. People (people who I am surrounded by lately)just seem to be so immature, undeveloped and most of all SHAMELESS to the point where you have to stop and think about if you are the only sane person around or if you’ve finally fucking lost it and shouldn’t be trying to understand any ones perspective on any sort of situation. Even if it involves a midget and a bear in a ring fight, you just don’t feel like you should think logically nor should you be making decision and bets on something like this yet still betting money on the midget (yeah yeah they’re called little people, whatever fuck your political correctness you self absorbed wanna-be genius)
What has to be going through a persons brain where they feel the urge to not give a fuck
About a so called friendship you are just building. the word “friendship” in the world today, is a bit over-fucking-rated don’t you think? I sure as hell do.
Who are friends? Where are they? What should a good friend really do for you? Who is a potential friend, how well can you trust someone you’ve known for 6 months, how well can you trust someone you’ve known for 3 years? Am I being considered as a whiny little bitch right now because I’m “crying” about nobody wanting to be my friend? No because I don’t care if you are or are not friends with me, just don’t fucking put me in a position where you try to belittle me with your own low self-confidence. I guess it all depends on how shitty of a person your sorry ass just came across.
The world is filled with spiteful people who will push you into the fire for something as small as a rumor, a lie, a pitiful idea of something they made up in their own imagination. I personally don’t have any reason to have to explain myself in any of these stories I’m talking about, I don’t owe anyone even a hint of a breath trying to explain my side of the story because it would be wasted, if anything, I was fucked over and I sure as hell do not care what some immature, pussy coward asshole thinks about me, but it bothers me when I think It was a friendship or a person with potential who I was considering to let into my life. What the fuck makes people think that they are so god damn important that they can treat eachother like the last piece of dirt at the bottom of a shitpond, like they are some king or queen in a washed up village filled with Neanderthals who don’t know how to live life nor how to treat eachother but think they are the greatest thing that’s happened to the universe since Barbara fucking Streisand. I’m giving up hope on the goodness in people, call me a fuck but I don’t give 10 flying fucks about whatever you wanna call me, so put that in your egoboosted, selfish and unintelligent pipe and smoke it. I’m definitely not saying that I’M some kind of genius in this realm we got goin here, not at all, but me having this state of mind about people especially wanting to share it and maybe even thinking someone out there agrees that you dont always have to fuck someone over to prove that you're tough, but just accept friendship so the fact that I even care to be good to people, makes me 10,000 times better than the people i've just described (and there is alot of you fuckers out there) just by showing, sharing and most importantly living by that rule.
Best part is, these people know it's true, they've got to swallow their pride, admit it and move on with their pitiful lives after realising they are infact nobodies, with noone behind them to have their back, because thats exactly where they are headed. So i guess im wodering if there are any honest people out there? I'm guessing they're being rapidly extinct.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

quote

“Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, It is the only thing that ever has.”

-Margaret Mead

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Quote - John green, Looking for Alaska

"I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch,
to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies.
Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase.
But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawking and she was gorgeous and I was hoplessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people where rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane."